Fears/Failure

Once again I have come up lacking in blog land! It's been oh 3 months almost to the day since I have written anything. Seriously I have not just been slacking in blog world but also in pretty much every area of my life. I have just about given up on finishing school just haven't had the guts to tell anyone. My prayer time/quiet times are inconsistent and sporadic. Everything I should be doing is just flaky. The bad thing is I don't really know what to do about it. I am so afraid of failure that I have rendered myself helpless and hopeless. You think well if you are afraid of failure you would be over the top about getting things done - umm not so in my case. I just am so afraid of not getting it right or not doing something correctly that I don't do any of it. Anyway I was trying to determine if I wrote about it if perhaps I would be more accountable to finish things.